As for me... part of it is that life just seems to be going shitty for me. Either of the jobs I thought I'd want to do in my life now seem to have taken a turn towards "never going to fucking happen", due to a lack of talent, motivation, and connections on my part. My artistic endeavors seem to be slipping. I can't even manage to read a book a week. I'm feeling kind of like my world is going to hell in a handbasket, and that doesn't even touch on family, relationship, and work-related issues I have going on.
So yeah. My resolution this year is one Fanart100 image a month, and that Heroes fanart I promised Sae. Anything else is gravy on the turkey (which I have had soooo much of in the past week and a half, you have no idea).
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Small goals help. Little things that keep you a little bit active, creatively, are way better than freaking out over something so huge it's intimidating.
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~Elle
( fanart | original art | a.o.i )
I really, really don't know what happened in October-December. It's like I fell off the world - no art, I have NINE LJ posts from November and December - like... where did I go? What did I do? I don't even know. I went from 39 books to 42 from mid-October to the end of December too - I just... don't know what happened?
And as far as I know, nothing major DID happen. That or failing NaNo just ended everything for two months.
Blah.
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I can't draw, but it's fun to pretend.
I hope everything gets ok...
I also have breakdown in drawing...
I can't help it...
What to do?
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Natur is Zukunft.
Kick your modem today.
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